Normally, I do not become
much astonished or thrilled at anything when I get up from bed, get tickled
by no extraordinary
emotional appeal. Because as soon as I rise up, I loose my dreams; even the
remotest feeling of dreams
wither away at the presance of too much
consciousness. But as soon as I
woke up the other morning,
I was startled. what an extraordinary feeling! Though I woke up, my
dreams, as it Were, were
not gone. Various birds were chittering all around, doves were cooing,
cuckoos calling from
amidst undetectably covered branches of trees. New leaves were visible suring
the winter. There was a
smell of warmth in the air. Something seemed to have touched my heart, my
dreams, my imagination. I
breathed out spontaneously:
O, what is this?
Mysterious and
uncapturable bliss
That I have known, yet
seems to be
Simple as a breath and
easy as a smile,
And older than the earth.
Even after my awakening, I
seemed to have entered into another dreamy realm of wakefulness. The
mango-trees were in bloom,
The southern wind with its touching warmth came floating over the
garden on the other side. The
inertis due to the long-lasted winter were gone. It was nothing but the
spring , I could easily
understand.
In such a morning there
should be no repentence even if one happens to wake up earlier by mistake.
Sleep can easily be
sacrificed to enjoy such a beautiful morning. The much-familiar environment
around looked new. To
which ever direction I looked, it seemed to me that some hidden initiatives
were being taken by someone stealthily to bring about a
drastic change in nature. The sky was bathd
in vermillion. Lively
freshness was was ostensibly visible on new green leaves. Thousands of flowers
adorned the morning all
around. A mysterious reddish layer encircled the horizon. The sky held up an
upturned image of itselfon
the transparent water of the nearby lake. Domestic animalswere wearing a
mask of mundane smile over
their faces. Everything satisfied my eye.
All of a sudden I caught
sight of several girls on the roof of a neighbour house. They wore yellow
sarees, some golden
flowers woven in to their hair. Several yellow birds flew over their heads, calling
loudly – tee tee tee.
O, was that all a sight, or
just a feeling! was that any reality, or just an accidental extrovert
reflection
of my own imagination?
Slowly walked I down, like
a bewitched soul; on my hypnotized legs. I took my stand in my garden.
So much sound! Such a wonderful
combination of sounds of so many tones! That very morning was,
as it were, a poem, a full-fledged
poem reflecting all the tenderest moments of the inner self. The
mind was perhaps awaiting
something thrilling. Perhaps it took much delight in being startled.
suddenly there came into
my hearing some sounds – Coo, Ku, Ku. I was startled really! Because I had
been awaiting this very
event during the last part of the year.
It came into my sight that
many other big and small birds were singing to greet the spring morning;
with that melodious sound
was mixing the rhythmic beats of the coconut leaves that were blithely quivering
in the air. I realized the truth that spontaneity has a specific rhythm and
rhyme of its own,
and that natural emotion
has a normal playful pace, though it behaves like a wayward butterfly flying
in a not-so- strong
whirlwind. I realized that it is a pleasure to sing out in unison with nature’s
concert.
I was beyond myself with
ecstatic feeling.
I was only moving my eyes
around, spell-bound, New sight adorned the environment all around.
There was a jovial
vivacity in the eyes. I saw that innumerable bees were sharing amorous hugs
with
thousands of wild flowers.
Will they only gather honey today? No. Perhaps some purposeless merrymaking
tickled them much during that golden morning.
All of a sudden it
occurred to me that I had my slipper on. I put them off. As soon as I put my
bare
feet on the bedewed grass,
it seemed top me as it the spring had touched me. There was something
human in that touch. That
grass too had an emotion. I walked on it slowly. Why were the dew-drops
touching me like that? Never
before had I felt such an intimate touch of nature. I could feel that
everything could be felt from
within and from without.
That spring morning was a
symbol of youth, of the spring itself, of the matured emotions of the heart.
It had its beauty, smell, taste,
its sound. As a result, it could be felt from within and from without.
Could be seen, heard, smelt,
and touched. This multi-dimensionality of the morning is never to be
forgotten.
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